Weird!

Weird...have you ever felt that way? And not even sure why? I've been struggling through some things and I'm just feeling weird and that's about all that I can do to explain it. It's not comfortable and I don't really think most others would understand. It's somewhat a feeling of uselessness, or perhaps a feeling of being replaced. I think anytime you are replaced, you are not sure where you fit anymore. Now, don't get me wrong, it's not that those who have replaced you are bad, in fact, they are doing a great job, just without you and it doesn't seem right to jump in and help them. I hesitate to even mention it because I don't want a "pity" position, but what do you do with it? Where do you go from here? The circumstances are not that which I can leave and "move on", so how do I "move on" without leaving? I've been ponding this for a while now with no idea of an answer. I do realize that this is a time of growth--better yet pruning! Very uncomfortable! My facade is wearing down and I feel like others are beginning to see my frustration. How do you cope with that--you want to be real but you also don't want to be seen as a whiner! It's hard to keep up an appearance when you are so sad and confused on the inside. I'm sure this isn't making a lot of sense but then again, I'm just feeling weird!